Desperate me ! Poor me !

Lousy dramatic childhood ..

is chasing me every time .. everywhere ..
is making me judge people who loves me ..
is making me being unfair to people who cares ..
is making me a MONSTER!

Poor me ..
I'm different!
I believe in a good way
but it appears that people arround can't handel the weired head of mine

A strong voice inside me always telling me "SCREW EVERY BODY", "IT'S YOUR OWN LIFE", "YOU LIVE ONCE"...

Another voice inside me -but weaker - barely whispering "POEPLE WHO LOVES YOU DESERVES SACRIFICE" .. but .. what kind of sacrifice are they expecting!

PLEASE tell me its anything but my HEAD!

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Unfortunately it is !

BUT....
The top things that specialize me are my thoughts, my way of thinking and my special points of view!
how could I sacrify all that just to satisfy people .. whoever they were .. its ME whom I'm talking about!

what if they were wrong!
what if they turned my life into hell while they were thinking they are turning it into heaven!

Is my life that cheap!
>is it an experament!
people can apply the theory of TRIAL AND ERROR on!
>is it that muddy!
people can shape it the way they like ..

are they expecting themselves painters while my life is the white board!

Am I their lab rat!!!

I know how to live happy!
I know how to be happy!
but I just can't do it with these strong storms against me from every where!

why don't you leave the poor kid live her own life the way she want!
she's not a baby girl any more
she's almost 22 now!

she knows exactly how to be responsible

she can handle stress and pain, lots of them

she can handle having her own life

she can handle being safe

she can handle taking more than a job

she can handle overloading

she can handle hard work

she can handle having lots of fun and still not spoiled

she can handle being HAPPY

for God sakes, girls at her age are getting married!

Why don't you trust her!
Try it!
just do..
I asure you you won't regret it

Why don't you just accept her the way she is
Try it!
and i aslo assure you no regret..

try to listen to her

try to understand her

try to hear her opinion

try to accept her expressing herself

try to stop criticizing her day and night

try to stop giving her that look of shame

try to stop convincing her by force

try to stop comparing her to the girl of your dreams!

show her some acceptance
show her some understanding
and please, a little respect!

she's sick of using a dictionary to translate every single thought of hers when she just wantes to talk with you

try to attract her not by lame lectures!
there are like zelion ways to reach the girl before its too late

But if you just can't

its okay!

Just DO NOT ask her to do what you've FAILED to do!

GOOD LUCK ----> ***

7 Things Guys Don't Know About Girls

Girls ...
A big fat huge secret that nobody undertands and nobody will ..

I like this scene from the movie P.S. I love you, when Daniel asked Holly: What do women want? then she answered whispering: We have no idea what we want.
then he said: I knew it!

funny isn't it !! .. men can't figure out what women want and neither do women

Poor men ..
In their deffence I decided to help!
I decided to tell you the 7 things that you REALLY don't know about girls!

so BOYS get ready to learn about that alien creature ..
GIRLSSSSSSSSS

1- If you EVER - i repeat EVER - lie on her, she KNOWS that you are a liar .. even if she didn't say it because she doesn't have evidence or for the sake of your relation, she KNOWS that you are lying.

2- Girls hate it when you guys use sex as an apology.

3- The best thing in the world for a girl is when she CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH.

4- Anything you say or do with another girl that you don't want your girl to know about is considered CHEATING.

5- Dressing good and wearing makeup is REALLY an effort, so at least reward the hard work she does to make herself look good by telling her so.

6- Holidays and anniversaries might not seem like a big deal to you, but they are to girls. Even if they say they don’t want something for Valentine’s Day, they want something. It isn’t the “thing” they care about; it is the fact that you are thinking about them. So think about them, dammit.

7- NEVER compare your girl to other girls! -remember i said NEVER! -


well boys ..
maybe some of you will think that these are the only secrets that you need to know to be able to deal with chicks ;) but unfortunately NO!

Actually these alien creatures have lots of secrets that no body has discovered yet!

so, be carefull ..
put your seat bilt ..
and hit the road ..


GOOD LUCK

Who said single life sucks ! (13 benifits of being single)

FREEDOME + NEVER GETTING HURT + TOTAL CONTROLE OF ALL YOUR ACTIONS = SINGLE LIFE

so, againg who said single life sucks !!!!

And as Mary J Blige said: "No More Pain .. No More Drama" -- God Bless her .. relations are really stuffed with a lot of pain mixed with tons of drama ..

Who does want that !!!!

I believe that being single and lonely is waaaaaaaaay better than being the happiest person on earth in some day and in the other day you feel like crap, as if some one stuck a niddle in your heart and kept pricking

>> 13 benifits of being single:
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1. You can do whatever you want, whenever you want
2. The smile never leaves your face ('', )
   
3. You have all the controle on every single action of yours
4. You don’t have to call your bf to check in on him or ask his permission to go somewhere.
5. You can have a lot of fun
6. You have time to improve yourself and become a better person
7. You are free. You don’t have anything holding you down or back
8. You don’t have to listen to any bitching
9. Your money is your own
10. You don’t need to cheer up anyone but your self
11. You can enjoy the peacefulness of your own mind
12. Your Time Is Your Own
13. You Get to Know Your Family

My advice for you single girls is to go out have some fun, enjoy your single life to the maximum, travel with friends, hang out every single day, do selfish things without feeling guilty and always rememebr "Its never too late".

Enjoy it before you wake up in the morning next to your husband, your kids are screaming, no time for your self, no time for make up, no time for shopping .. just enjoy it

NOW !

From Maha With Love ( Valentine's Day )

For so long I've been waiting for MY VALENTINE ..

For so long my valentine used to be so dumb and boring !

Single girls hanging out in some coupley place .. surrounded by loving couples .. making fun of them as if we were so lucky to be like this !

Pretending we have every thing we need !!

Ending up the dam day with red roses each one of us buys for the others

We were some "VALENTINE FOOLS" !

Acting as if we were the happiest people on earth ! fooling our selves !

But ..

Something inside me kept wispering "Soon You Will Celebrate A Real Valentine .. Soon You Will Be Given A Real Rose .. Soon You Will Be Happy"

Years have passed ..

Summers ..

Falls ..

And me, still waiting !!

Waiting for the man of my dreams who will surround my life with LOVE, roses & chocolate .. who will adore me .. who will be MY VALENTINE

And here we go ..

The spirit of 2010 came with the surprise that I've been waiting for long time ago

MY VALENTINE ..

No more lonely nights .. no more single Valentines

This valentine I won't be spending with anyone but you, my love

Just ME and MY VALENTINE ..

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with love

Happy Valentine's Day

Ba7ebek

How does it feel for a FEMALE to hear her lover's beautiful & inspiring voice telling her the most amazing & delightful romantic words that could ever touch her soul ??

With every blink of the eye, she would think about him, remember him, see him every where she goes ..

She would pray for him to be hers for ever & for always ..

She would dream of him day and night ..

She would see his face instead of the moon in the sky ..

She would smell his perfume instead of the regular air ..

She would worship him as if he is meant to be her every thing ..

That's how it works with most of the FEMALES .. Women, girls, married, singles, widows, old, young, black, white, EVERY single FEMALE on earth would feel the same way in the same situation ..

Even if they didn't admit it ! even if they hid it very deep ! even if they showed how much they don't care ! THEY ALL FEEL IT ..

Sorry girls but this is the truth .. I didn't like it to reveal a FEMALE secret of course ^_^ but ..
there are some good guys who need to know these important data from our manual :D

They do deserve it .. because simply they are Romeos who can't find a way to deal with their Joliets !

They have to have faith in the well-known Newton when he discovered that "To every action there is always an equal and opposite reaction" so they would never stop !

Never stop loving us despite all the circumstances ..

Never stop impressing us when we act like jerks ..

Never stop supporting us when we are so negative ..

Never stop trying when we push them away !

Because really we "FEMALES" have no idea what we want and we expect them to know !! so we torture, we manipulate, we laugh, we frown and finally their duty is to find a way to solve the puzzle !!

So, Dear FEMALE .. let me help in solving the misery !
>>If a guy told you: "Ba7ebek " for the love of God .. just give him a chance !

T-bag, welcome to my family :)

My brother who was a little ressponsible for the death of my beloved fish wanted to make it up for me
:)

So, he got me two new fish with beautiful colors and awesome looks :)
one is shiny orange and the other is purple ( my fav. color )
The guy who sold the fish to my brother worned him about putting the purple fish with others of its same type ,, he said they will beat each other till death !!
so Ahmed got just one of its kind and another one with the same type as JOJO to play with here since JOJO was in a bad mood because of the horrible death of her close friend Rou ..

I put them all together ,, the five of them
but the thing is the new Orange one is sticking to the purple one all the time !
as a defence or something :D

So, we decided to name them as follows:
1- The purple fish ---> T-bag
2- The orange one ----> Tweener

Funny huh :D
( Ta7ia Prison Break )
LoL

So far, they didn't use to be with JOJO, Ichy and Cartmen yet
but I assume they will be perfect friends soon :)

Obituary in the New Year's Eve

On 31-12-2009
arround 8:30 pm
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I lost three members of my special family
three adorable fish that I will never forget
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This obituary is for:
1- 7anafy el obbaha
2- Kyle
3- Rou

With all my love ♥♥
I would like to tell you that you really made my days since you came into my life
you really brightened my life
you guys where my best friends
you made me feel that um not alone any more
your delicate memory will be with me all my life
day and night
I will remember you all the times
I'm sorry If I couldn't be there for you when you needed me
I'm sorry If I couldn't take care of you as much as you deserve
I'm sorry If I coulden't treat you the way you should be treated
I'm sorry If I wasn't a perfect friend for you ,, but I assure you, you were my best friends ever

My room sucks without you gus
You were my family, my friends and every thing

I wish you will go to heaven
You were adorable

Be good and be safe

so long
♥♥