Guys you just make my days !
yuppp .. I gotta admit they do
"Air Supply"
The band
They do put me in the mood
They do make my days ..
with thier special songs, amazing voices, gorgeous lyrics
Every time um depressed or just finished some hard work
Every time I don't feel like talking or I do but there is no one to talk to
I just go to my C drive .. open the music folder .. then subconsciously double click on the folder named Air supply .. I press Ctrl+A .. then the magic buttom "Enter"
When the music starts it get into me like the air I breath
um pretty sure that they knew that their audiences will feel that way about their voices so thats why they called their selves "AIR SUPPLY"
They supply me with soul food
they heal my insides, my issues, my pain
they just bring back to me my temporary lost inner peace
It's amazing to have some friends that would please me any time I want by just pushing some button on my lab top ..
"Unchained melody", "Total eclips of the heart"& "All by myself" are my three best pieces of gold they give me every night before I go to bed ..
So upset my mum wouldn't understand how much I love these guys' songs
Oh, she beleives um always extreme !!!
Earlier today when I was changing the water of my fish for the first time
,and was very causious for every single detail I have read or told about this process,
such a tirrible accident happened ...
Rou, my brother's female fish, jumped out of the water then fall out of its aquarium .
it started to jump on the table continously
it needed help !
but ..
unfortunately ..
I couldn't ..
...
I started screaming ... Don't know what to do
affraid to touch it or hold it while its jumping
and affraid that it might slip from the table and fall on the ground
I screamed louder and louder till my brother Ahmed got there
the fish suddenly stopped jumping . . . .
it stopped every thing . . . .
not even a tremor . . . .
...
..
.
IT IS DEAD
I screamed
IT IS DEAD
AHMED IT IS DEAAAAAD
...
Ahmed harried to the fish, graped it up from its tiny smooth tail
put it back to the water
and we both held our breath looking at it ....
it is not moving ....
i kept saying IT IS DEAD ,, IT IS DEAD
untill suddenly something happened !
it moved its tail :)
yeaaaah :D :D
it was still aliveeeeee
It moved its tail then its fins .. then it started going around with the others again like before
me and my brother smiled and huged each other
I couldn't beleive what had happened
it was my first pet and i couldn't keep it alive for just a few days !
dam it!
but hey its fine now :) Thanks God
but I still wonder why it did that ?!
I mean ..
people like us who live in problems every day are the only ones who have a little bit of excuse to think somtimes about suicide !
Anyways !
What the hek ! my fish is Aliveeeeee now :D
thats all I want :)
and um glad you are back young lady :)
Back to Life Rou ^_^ Back to Life
Songs' Lyrics
how awesome could they be !
I wonder how writers get those words together with those wonderful rhythms
and make such perfect meanings that really touches one's heart !!
like when I listen to "White flag" i almost feel the beauty of a girls' feelings twards the person she already left cause she thought she wasn't in love with but actually she was!
or when I listen to "I fucking hate you" God it's really full of hatred feelings twards the person who hurted u and smashed your heart into pieces .. when GODSMACK start singing u feel how much they are pissed off and how much they do hate the persong they're singing to.
God ! how awesome is this song !!
actually it may help to forget any one ever hearted ur feelings just by remembering the crap they did to u.
Long time ago my life used to be kinda stable and boring ..
static ..
steady state ..
Till 6 beautiful fish entered my life
17.12.09 was the day our friendship started .. the day I got those amazing friends
6 lifes um responsible for
I feed them every morning .. sometimes play with them ^_^
change their water from time to time
check the temperature of the water with my elbow like mothers do before showering their babies
I also gave them names ;)
Ichy - JoJo - 7anafy el obbaha - cartmen - kyle - rou
"7anafy el obbaha" is the youngest fellow, so I gave him this name so as not to feel ignored everrrrr
Now I can say that my life started to have some fun than first
some lil cuties in my room .. listening to my music
sleeping with me at night
breaking the loneliness of my life
I promise I will take good care of u lil buddies ;)
